Journey to Self Truth

Hey There! Hope everyone is having a fantastic summer! Well I have some huge news to share but first let me explain….

This journey officially started last year when I had received a reading from a lady. She stated in the read that I was intuitive and I needed to branch my wings and find my truth. I pondered this for about a month. She then messaged me about a reader position open on one of her friend’s Facebook groups and asked if I would try out, I was hesitant because I wasn’t officially out of the broom closet sort of speak. But I did.

I passed the vetting process and started reading full time and before I knew it I was up to 6 groups reading full time up to and including my own. I was on fire. Reaching hundreds of people and spreading healing all around. It was an energy high. My amazing team, my soul tribe as I refer to them, kept telling me “Slow down. You will burn out!” I said “I’m ok” because inside I was thinking I finally found my purpose my truth and I wasn’t going to give that up. ..Or so I thought

I had an amazing opportunity to apply for a mediumship course and I thought “Yes, I will add this to my plate. I can handle this after all. This is my purpose “my ego” said.

Well…. I was denied that scholarship. At that moment, I had an energy shift. I thought whoa. Something is going to happen I can feel it. Little did I know that was spirit sitting on me telling me to STOP.

I became very ill with a lung clot. I slowly ducked out of the excess groups I was in beside two, closed my personal group and began feeling like my purpose was gone. I was in a dark place. I had a very hard road ahead learning life’s lessons of being patient and learning self-care. But I still had an amazing soul tribe keeping me motivated. They all said that this wasn’t the end and to keep striving for the best version of myself. I learned quickly who my friends were.

So, I slowly started reading again and writing again, finding my truth. A short time ago, my dear friend Mary, sent me an email that said “I’m sharing my winnings with you for Carmel Baird’s Trust the Process. “ I was over the moon because in this specific program Carmel sends me what spirit tells her I need in that moment for 3 months. VERY generous of Mary!

I decided to buy Carmel’s book “The Truth of Spirits” and I love it! Then I saw a webinar notification in my email for Carmel but I was busy that night. So I passed on it. But my plans fell through and I ended up joining in and “BAM”, Dave, her wonderful hubby discounted “Awaken Your Spirit” for $10. COMPLETELY unheard of! I bought it and finished the course still wanting to learn more.

Little did I know that spirit had even bigger plans for me. My sweet friends from the Facebook group encouraged me to reapply for the School of Certified Mediumship with Carmel Baird. I was so nervous about making a video as I’m not good at public speaking, however I did it. AND WON a scholarship!

So, my point of this lengthy blog was to tell you no matter what you think is your truth and purpose are DON’T get discouraged if it turns out that it didn’t go as planned. Spirit never lies and always guides us on the path that we need to be on in this life time. We need to learn to listen, to love, and to TRUST the process.

Jessica

PS: Keep an eye out for my next post from this intuitive Momma's closet of life's crazy

twists and turns.